Wednesday, December 21, 2011


Today I realized. 

I want more in life. I want to help others in a bigger way...not just picking up a friend when they need a ride or giving a homeless person extra clothing. There is so much more I would like to learn and do in my life. It's one thing to talk of this, but another to actually act on it. I've been spending so much time "talking" about things that I would like to do and not actually doing them. 

When you look at me in a nutshell what have I accomplished?

I've made great friends and have lived an adventurous life, but none of that is going to be put on paper. 

On paper I am a college dropout that has just recently learned how to hold onto a decent job. 

That's it.

Yes, I have lived in 24 different houses in my 22 years and probably have enough life stories to fill 10 books....but if I'm not filling those books I feel like my life really isn't that significant. I have a mere $200 to my name today.

The holidays are about giving and I feel this year all I have to give is myself, but is that enough?

I read a blog of somebody who is very dear to my best friend today, and it inspired me to be a better person. Not just talk about it anymore.

Starting tomorrow I will make my own schedule. It's going to be a good year. 


Alyssa Lee

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